Lewis What's His Name

I have no idea what I'm doing

It’s been a week

I’m sure you’ve heard by now that my surgery was cancelled at the last minute. Since we had the hotel and the train tickets, we spent a night in Portland for the hell of it. Now, I’m home, and have just been in a bit of a haze. But I’m home so I might as well get back to work.

Tomorrow I’m going down to the bookshop to take better photos of my cross stitch fabric. I’ve got a light box, but it’s only 12″, so doing large quantities of anything. Luckily, Fran found a great big 3-foot one, so I’m going to get some better photos with the help of whichever bed sheet I pull out of the cupboard.

One thing that has sort of taken me by surprise is how popular the watercolour pans are. Since the colours remaining are starting to look a bit samey, I’ll be making more over the weekend with a bunch of pigments I’ve had on order for a while. I’ll also be adding acrylic and gouache this time round. I’ve got some neat additives this time as well, so I’m looking forward to playing with those. Annoyingly, one of them isn’t remotely what I thought it was, so I’ve been experimenting with it tonight. It stained like a motherfucker, so now I look like I’ve fingered a smurf, but it does seem like I will be able to use it with a bit of kitchen witchery. Which is good, because I have several pounds of it in quite a lot of colours, and have no use for dyed corn starch.

I put up a new pattern as well. Fran asked me to make it for the bookshop, and I went a bit extra on it I think. But it seems like it’s exactly what she wanted, so that’s good.

I’ll probably start on it after I finish the cupcake I’m currently working on. I could probably get it done in a day at this point, but I haven’t even wanted to look at it this week.

I have to be honest, I thought this slogan was Deny, Defund, Depose. And then I double checked just to make sure, and that doesn’t seem to be used at all. Which, I gotta be real, makes a hell of a lot more sense. But oh well.

Eventually, I’ll have some more craft stuff up as well. But there’s a lot to go through. Aside from floss and fabric, I don’t plan on restocking, so when it’s gone it’s gone. The beads are going pretty quickly, so I’m not sure they’ll be around much longer.

Four-day migraine and treatment-resistant anxiety

These two things are related, because it’s the anxiety that made the migraine stick around for so long. I get the chronically, and am on some amazing medication for them. But the medication can only go so far when the cause was buried in between my shoulders. Today, I am migraine free, but dealing with persistent shakes, so getting any stitching done still ain’t happening.

I would probably feel better if I could just smoke a joint, since that’s always more effective for my anxiety than anything my psychiatrist has thrown at me. But I cannot have a joint, because I am having surgery on Tuesday. The surgery being the source of my anxiety. It’s been a hell of a week already. I suppose this is a long way of saying there may be typos that spell check didn’t catch.

As always, I never quite know what to do with any website I create. Mainly because I am bad at using them to begin with. But I figured I may as well post something substantial here, especially since I’m gaining traction on Etsy just as I’m about to have to hand off packing orders to my husband. I’ll be double-checking everything he packages up for me, so don’t worry about that. I just won’t be able to dig about in bins for the next few weeks.

I’ve finally worked out how I’m going to use Etsy, which has resulted in a bit of rebranding. Or maybe just branding. I set it up initially using the username I have on all my socials, but it’s not really a great brand name. It’s deliberately forgettable because getting attention is absolutely detestable. I don’t like being seen. So it’s always awkward that I rely on the internet for my income.

The Etsy shop is now Cross Stitch Colouring Books, and I’ve created a section of this site just for that. I’d considered just setting up a brand new site, but this is where my business cards go if you scan the QR code on the back. I may get a set just for the Etsy shop, or I may just continue to use the current ones because they amuse me. That’s what’s important, right?

But what are Cross Stitch Colouring Books? Good question. I’m glad you asked. While I do have a few photo conversions up, most of my patterns are hand drawn in various digital art apps. These are drawn specifically to be made into patterns, and while they may contain quite a lot of detail, they have elements that make them easier to stitch than your typical converted digital art patterns. I’ve seen some digital art patterns that are absolutely gorgeous, and I’ve made a few myself, but they do have one element that make them a nightmare: the lineart. Those smooth lines that flow and sometimes blend into other elements of the piece can turn it into a confetti nightmare. So I’ve eliminated that by using bold outlines of hard pixels. This way, the lines still have some weight to them, and can flow and even blend to an extent, but they will always be black. There aren’t a load of different colours going into the outlines. This way, you can do them all at once, or use them to block off different sections of the pattern.

They can also support quite a lot of detail and blending within the colour bits.

Or, if you like the lines but want to go off in your own direction, you can get a discounted version of the pattern that just contains the linework. This way, you can do whatever you like with the pattern and make it truly your own.

I’m still working on getting everything compiled and uploaded, but have been focusing on other things before surgery. There’s a good amount of stuff up already though, as well as a few supplies which I’ll be adding to next month. I just need to find my labels and silver pen first.

Etsy and YouTube

I’ve opened a new Etsy shop, after about a decade away from it. It’s so much different now. A lot of policies have been totally changed, and the site itself functions on a very different level.

Mostly, it’s going to be prints in various formats, but also some of the paints and things I make for myself.

https://lewiswhatshisname.etsy.com

I’ve also decided to start doing art videos on youtube again. This is also so different to what I remember. I also quickly realised that keeping up one video a week isn’t going to work. I want to try doing art vlogs or something, or maybe I’ll just stream myself doing art. I don’t know. I want a low-impact way of doing it, so I don’t immediately get stressed out and overwhelmed, which is a thing I tend to do quite easily.

https://www.youtube.com/@LewisWhatsHisName

I do have some stuff to post, but not today.

Hello!

I am putting this website together as a place to keep all my things. I’ve got loads of manuscripts, sitting around and not doing much, so I’m going to be releasing it all in bits and pieces.

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